Just because
There’s so much stuff that I keep to myself because I’m afraid of how my friends would react if I told them how I feel. But I feel a lot better posting it somehwere.
Here’s something I think about a few people I care about most that I’d love to say to them, but won’t because I’m just too scared of what their reaction might be.
1. You’re fucking up, man. And you’re a lot better than that. Get it together dude!
2. There’s no way that you don’t see it. But it’s not easy for me to talk about. I don’t know how to…
3. I feel bad that I avoid you like I do. Lately, I’ve been realizing that you’re not a bad guy. Or at the very least, you consider me a good friend. And I’m completely ok with that. You’re a good person at heart.
4. You disgust me. I only hang out with you all the time because we have so many mutual friends. I don’t hate you enough to talk shit on you, but I have no respect for you at all. But you obviously have none for yourself either, so it’s ok.
5. You’re a great guy. I’m glad we’re friends now. I wish there were more people that are as down to earth as you. I like chillin with you.
